Disclaimer: Don’t own or claim
rights to Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Notes: Thinking about this, Xander is technically
underage, so that probably should be noted. Also there is the
consideration that he is possessed, so some may argue consent
issues. Just saying…
Spike wandered along the road, wondering what to do with
himself. He was trying to avoid the Master and Darla; well
avoiding the first wasn’t that hard, being stuck in a
mystical what’s-it, but Darla was a royal bitch, and
someone he never wanted to see again. He wasn’t sure why he
was on the Hellmouth, other than to sight-see, boast about
visiting which was nonsense. Sure the air was invigorating, and
the populace stunningly stupid, but it was still California, and
what was fun about that? What he should be doing was
making his way to Europe, to meet up with Drusilla, but, no, she
had to have some time of her own, traipsing around the ancient
cities of the Old World.
He sighed. What did a vampire do for fun around here?
Xander slunk along the street, feeling unsettled. He’d
prowled around the Bronze, checking out Buffy and Willow (what
the hell was she doing in the pack?) and meeting up,
however briefly, with the rest of his pack. He’d eaten
(real food, not that crap Buffy was eating) at home, and gone to
bed, but he couldn’t sleep. So he’d gotten up, gotten
dressed, and left.
He wandered down the street, trying to figure out what he could
do for fun. The Bronze was closed, and the only bar that would
serve him smelled like an open sewer; not fun when you could
smell as well as he could right now. Speaking of smelling…
He lifted his head to scent the air: something …
interesting was wafting his way. Death, leather and
cigarettes spiced with something masculine and vastly intriguing.
He smirked, and settled down to hunt.
It didn’t take long to track down whoever it was that
smelled so damn tasty, and it turned out he looked as good
as he smelled. Lean, blond, and wearing a long, leather jacket,
the other man looked back at him with a curious expression on his
face.
“Who are you, then?” the blond asked, circling close
to Xander.
“Xander,” he grunted, taking the other man’s
scent in. “You? You’re new here.”
“Name’s Spike,” the blond nodded. “What
are you? You’re not human, that’s for sure; you smell
… wild.”
Xander growled. “I’m human. Just … not
plain human anymore,” he smirked. He pivoted to face
Spike, and wrapped his hand around the back of the other
man’s neck, and pressed his face in to the white hollow. He
lifted his head and took Spike’s mouth in a hard kiss.
Spike, not one to be backwards in coming forwards, opened his
mouth and growled into the kiss, sliding his hands around
to cup the dark-haired human’s butt. Xander showed his
appreciation by pressing forward and grinding against the lithe
blond.
Spike pulled back. “My place is just up the street,”
he muttered. “Unless your place is closer, we’re
going there, now.”
“Sounds good to me,” Xander smirked against
Spike’s lips. “Well…” he prompted.
Spike laughed, then grabbed Xander’s hand and dragged him
back to his apartment. They made it to the door in agreeably
short time, but Spike found the presence of an eager, hot-blooded
male pressed into his back somewhat distracting when he was
attempting to open the door.
“Come on,” Xander growled into Spike’s neck and
he worked at the fly of his jeans.
“Not helping, pet,” Spike returned sharply, finally
sliding the right key into the lock.
“Really?” Xander teased as he shoved a hand down the
front of Spike’s jeans to fondle his hard, cold cock.
Spike dropped his head back against Xander’s shoulder, and
moaned, thrusting forward into that large, hot hand.
“Really,” he panted. “You want to do this in
the doorway, ’s fine by me. Be a mite uncomfortable, but
still.”
Xander chuckled, and withdrew his hand. “So where’s
this bed of yours?”
Hands flew, and garments dropped haphazardly to the ground until
the pair tumbled onto the bed. Spike lay on top, and slithered up
to nuzzle Xander’s neck, grinding his groin against the
teen. Xander reciprocated by wrapping a leg around the
vampire’s and thrusting up against the lighter body.
“Come on, come on, come on,” Xander moaned.
“Want you, need you in.”
“Done this before, boy?” Spike demanded.
“Does it matter?” Xander demanded testily.
Spike snorted. “I’ll take that as a no.” He
shifted, and found some lube on the cluttered side-table. He
opened it and spread some onto his fingers before returning to
Xander, who was watching curiously. Spike smirked. “Well,
spread ‘em.”
Xander smirked in response, and shifted to lie splayed on the
bed. Spike pushed himself up into a kneeling position between
Xander’s spread thighs, and ran appreciative eyes over the
young human. Finally, he moved forward and laid a hand on one
thigh while pressing a finger into the tight hole. Xander shifted
slightly, but didn’t fight the intrusion.
Spike watched the boy as he twisted his finger inside the hot
body; the boy was a virgin, but not afraid. When he pressed two
fingers in perhaps a little early, the only response was a slight
snarl as Xander watched him through hooded eyes. Scissoring his
fingers, he opened the boy’s hole, stroking for the
prostate and getting a pleasing reaction as the boy gasped and
arched his back. He worked three fingers in, twisting and
stretching, until he decided enough was enough, and pulled his
hand out, causing the boy to whine and his eyes to flash eldritch
green. Spike raised an eyebrow then shrugged. He slicked his
cock, lifted Xander’s legs over his shoulder, and pressed
in.
Xander growled, and arched into the thrust. The need for the
vampire was something he didn’t quite understand, but it
was deep and powerful. The penetration burned, but he could feel
his arousal only increasing as he felt the controlled power of
the man above him as he manipulated his body. He opened glowing
eyes to meet the vampire’s golden gaze only inches from his
face. He smirked, and pushed up with his hips. “That all
you got?” he whispered hoarsely.
Spike chuckled. “Hold on, boy,” he growled as he
dropped Xander’s legs off his shoulders. “I’m
going to ride you hard.”
Xander grinned, all teeth, and wrapped his legs around
Spike’s waist as he pulled back and thrust in hard. He
wrapped his arms around the vampire’s lean body, and pulled
him close for a kiss full of teeth and tongue. Spike wound his
hand into Xander’s hair and clutched tight, careless of
pulled strands as he plundered the lush mouth. They rutted hard,
Spike reaching between them to pull on Xander’s aching
cock, until Spike growled and bit down hard into the flesh of
Xander’s shoulder. Xander howled, tightening his legs
convulsively around Spike as he dug his fingernails into the pale
back and came, splattering the both with hot fluid. Spike kept
thrusting, his fangs embedded in the young man’s shoulder
until he, too, shuddered to completion.
Spike withdrew his fangs, and lay on top of Xander, panting.
“Yeah, not bad,” he commented mildly.
Xander slapped Spike’s arm hard. “Idiot,” he
muttered.
Spike propped himself up to grin down at the youth. “And
how am I an idiot?”
“You want sex again tonight, you don’t say it was
‘not bad,’” Xander growled.
“Point,” Spike conceded, nodding. “We going
again?”
Xander smiled and stretched languidly. “Give us ten. I want
to enjoy the feeling for a bit.”
Spike watched as the boy hunted around for his clothes. If
nothing else, his appearance this morning was enough to prove he
wasn’t any ordinary human. The various marks on his body
were fading rapidly, much as the marks on Spike’s were, and
even the bite on his neck had faded to a silvery scar
already.
“How long are you in town for?” Xander asked over his
shoulder.
“Don’t know. Few weeks, maybe?” Spike offered
lazily. “‘Pends when Dru wants me.”
Xander nodded as he sat to do up his shoes. “Well,
I’ll see you then,” he offered, and walked out of the
door. Spike smiled at the thought of more of the fun they’d
had last night.
Spike prowled along the street, discontented. The boy
hadn’t turned up last night as he’d expected, and so
he’d had another lonely, boring night on the Hellmouth. He
was feeling particularly antsy, having had his expectations
unfulfilled, and wanted to do something.
Up ahead, he sighted three young people, two girls and a boy, so
he began to stalk them. The boy, in particular, was a target,
since he resembled the boy he’d had the night before. As he
got closer, he began to hear their voices, the girls first, with
their higher voices, and then the boy. When he finally heard the
boy, though, he stopped, and blinked. He was certain it was the
boy he’d had in his bed only recently, though he seemed
nothing like the fiery bed-mate he’d initiated into sex.
Frowning, he caught up, and slunk along behind, listening to
their conversation.
“All I’m saying is I’m glad you don’t
remember,” the blonde remarked airily.
“Uh huh,” the boy nodded. “So how bad was
it?”
“It was pretty bad,” the redhead simpered.
“Yeah, but how bad?” his boy pressed. “I mean,
I heard about Herbert, and can I say pork products are off the
menu from now on! But what else was there?”
“Xander, it wasn’t you, okay? It was the
hyena,” the blonde argued firmly. “You don’t
remember, and that’s the way I want it to
remain.”
The boy, Xander, shrugged. “Okay. If that’s the way
you want it.”
“That’s the way I want it,” the blonde nodded
decisively. “Now: how about the Bronze?”
Spike stopped, and watched as the teens wandered off. So that was
the way of it, was it? The boy must have been possessed by a
hyena somehow, and magic was something he had little truck with.
But obviously the boy had been exorcised of the spirit, and had
forgotten all that had happened, which was a pity. He’d
been a delightful handful in bed, and Spike had been almost
gleefully anticipating more, but it wasn’t to be. He
shrugged. Maybe it was time to head off to Europe. After all, a
kid who left himself open for possession like that wouldn’t
last long on the Hellmouth.
Spike sipped his pig’s blood with a grimace, and looked
around at the hell he’d descended into. Surrounded by
do-gooders bent on saving the world for puppies and kittens; he
couldn’t think of a worse punishment for anyone.
Over in the lounge area, the girls were giggling over tales about
the boy, who was blushing beside his little demon girl.
He’d already heard about the ‘speedo incident’
and the ‘mummy incident’ and the ‘bug lady
incident’ but now, it seemed, they were onto a new story:
something about hyenas.
“I wish you wouldn’t talk about that,” Xander
grumbled softly. “It’s really not something I want to
remember.”
“But that’s okay,” Willow shrugged,
“‘cause you don’t, do you?”
Spike’s attention was caught by the way the boy shifted
uncomfortably. He smirked; seemed like the boy was keeping a
secret.
“Yeah, well,” Xander cleared his throat nervously,
“remember how I said I couldn’t remember anything?
‘Cause I kind of … lied,” he admitted,
hunching down into his seat.
It always amazed Spike how such a strapping young lad could make
himself so small. Head tucked down, shoulders hunched, and
slouching into the seat, as if he could possibly hide from his
friends’ eyes.
“You … remember?” Buffy asked stiffly.
“Yeah,” Xander whispered. “I was so ashamed of
what I did to you both that I just wanted to forget it all, stick
it under a pile of, I don’t know, anything, and just leave
it behind. What I did…”
“It wasn’t you,” Willow assured him, glancing
at the blonde. “It wasn’t him,” she
repeated.
“I know,” Buffy admitted finally. “It’s
just…”
“What happened?” Riley asked, concerned. “What
was so bad that you pretended you forgot it?”
Xander glanced at his friends, then cleared his throat. “So
I was possessed by this primal spirit, a hyena,” he began.
“I remember what happened, but it’s like …
watching it all through a window. I couldn’t say anything,
or do anything or, or stop anything. It, it used me, my
memories and my,” he swallowed, “my desires, but
twisted it all. I, I hurt Willow and I,” he blushed and
ducked his head, “I tried to rape Buffy,” he
whispered.
Buffy leaned forward and laid her hand on his knee. “I
think that after Halloween I really have no cause to blame you
for what happened,” she said. “I remember what
it’s like, being stuck inside your own head and not able to
do anything. And I guess I can understand why you lied to us. I
didn’t really want to rehash everything, either,” she
admitted. “It’s why I kept telling you to forget
about it.”
“Me, too,” Willow admitted. “Just …
don’t do it again, mister,” she added with a shaky
smile.
“Your lips to God’s ears,” Xander begged,
smiling slightly.
Spike walked beside Xander, pondering what he’d heard
earlier that day. “So you’ve been possessed,
then,” he commented idly.
Xander glanced at the vampire suspiciously. “Yeah,”
he grunted, “twice.”
“That so?” Spike smirked. “Tell,” he
ordered.
“Well, I’m guessing you heard about the hyena thing
today, and then there was the soldier thing for Halloween,”
Xander shrugged. If he could just pass them off…
“So when was this then?” Spike grinned.
Xander grit his teeth, still praying for a miracle. “Year
before last,” he offered.
“Which one was that?” Spike prompted.
“The soldier,” Xander admitted.
“And the hyena?”
Xander tried not to hunch his shoulders. “Year before
that,” he admitted.
Spike counted back the years. “That so, pet?” he
asked. “I seem to remember meeting someone a little
… feral … around that time.”
“That so?” Xander asked blandly.
“Yep,” Spike smirked. “He promised me another
go-around, too, but it never happened. Saw him later with a
couple of friends of his, girls, and it turned out it
weren’t actually him, and he didn’t remember nought
about it, so I left and pretty much forgot about him. After all,
a lad that apt to get possessed by some’at like that
ain’t about to last long on the Hellmouth, or so I told
myself,” he observed with a long look at the young man
beside him. He suddenly stepped into Xander’s path, and
backed him into a wall. “Never forgot that night,
though,” he murmured. “Never forgot how we
fucked.”
“You can’t hurt me,” Xander panted, wanting,
needing … something.
Spike pressed in close to the human, stretching languidly against
him. “Don’t need to, now do I?” he murmured
against Xander’s ear, then chuckled at the wave of
pheromones that wafted up to him.
“I have a girlfriend,” Xander tried
desperately.
“And I have a prior claim,” Spike countered.
“I’m sure your girl would understand that, being a
demon and all.”
“Former demon,” Xander argued.
“Don’t matter,” Spike returned. “She
understands the way of it. I was there first, and you owe
me. She don’t have a leg to stand on, and I’ll make
sure she knows it,” he growled. Surprisingly, pleasingly,
another wave of pheromones drifted up to his sensitive nose.
“Home,” he ordered.
They had made it back to Xander’s basement room, and were
most of the way undressed when Anya traipsed blithely down the
stairs. She stopped, aghast, at the foot of the stairs when she
saw the two men, shirtless, and each with their pants open.
“What the hell is this?” she screeched.
Xander jerked up, narrowly missing cracking his head against
Spike’s. “Anya,” he began, but was pushed back
down roughly by Spike.
“This is none of your business, Anyanka,” Spike
declared.
“The hell it is,” Anya argued. “That’s my
boyfriend you appear to be about to have sex with, and you
can’t do that.”
“Why?” Spike asked, smirking. “You think
it’s cheating?” he demanded. He turned and dragged
Xander up by his shoulder and pulled him in front of him.
“You sure about that?”
“Of course I’m sure about that,” Anya declared,
furious. “And how could you do this to me, Xander?
You’re my boyfriend, and you’re not gay. I
mean, I know you’re not averse to a little anal
stimulation, but that does not make it gay when I do
it.”
Spike chuckled as he watched the man in his arms blush and
attempt to speak. “Oh, my boy knows all about anal
stimulation, don’t he?” he asked darkly.
Xander simply groaned, and dropped his head back on Spike’s
shoulder, exposing a mark Spike hadn’t known about, but
instantly recognised. He smirked again, and gently stroked the
scar, looking up at Anya triumphantly as Xander gasped and arched
into the touch. Anya scowled at Xander’s unconscious
response.
“You’ve seen this before, haven’t you?”
Spike prompted. “You know it’s not new. I made this
make, didn’t I? I put this on him. How many times have you
touched this?” he asked her. “How many times have you
stroked him and gotten that very same response? You know
what this means.”
Anya clenched her jaw, and scowled at Xander. “Why?”
she demanded. “Why didn’t you ever say
anything?”
“Boy hid it, didn’t he?” Spike answered for
him. “Just like he hid everything else about that
time.” Spike observed the woman closely, nibbling at
Xander’s neck, keeping his boy otherwise occupied as he
watched for the woman’s reaction. Her face went blank once
she connected the dots.
“That hyena possession Buffy and Willow were talking
about,” Anya gasped. “But that was years
ago!”
“And I only just realised Xander was the one,” Spike
nodded. “He’s a lot different when he’s
possessed, I can tell you that. But possessed or not, the boy is
mine, and you have no claim in him,” he growled.
Anya looked at Xander, infinitely saddened. “He’s
right,” she murmured finally. “I have no right to
you.” She turned to leave then looked back at them.
“I really am sorry for you, Xander. We could have been
great together, but…” She looked at Spike. “I
suggest you do something quickly to make yourself invaluable,
because I will be telling the others.”
Xander shuddered, but didn’t say anything as he watched his
girlfriend, former girlfriend leave. “Did you have
to do that?” he asked quietly.
“You know how I am, Xan,” Spike growled, tightening
his arms around the human. “You’re mine, and I
don’t share well; never have. But think on it,” he
urged, “I cared for Dru for a hundred years, and it was her
that made me leave. You make it worth it, and I’ll care for
you every bit as much,” he promised.
“‘Make it worth it,’” Xander repeated,
“what the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“You’ll be my boy,” Spike explained, “my
Day-Walker. Things I need done during the day, you’ll do
them. I’ll protect you, look after you, provide for you,
and you’ll be mine, in bed and out. Speaking of
which,” he added, nipping at Xander’s scar.
Xander moaned softly, and writhed in Spike’s lap. He
reached back and wormed his hand into Spike’s open jeans.
“We won’t be able to do everything we did last
time,” he gasped.
Spike chuckled, and bit harder, causing Xander to shudder, but
the chip remained dormant. “Oh, I think we’ll be able
to do quite a bit, so long as you’re up to it,” he
decided. “Sure, I won’t be able to push you as far as
I could’ve, but I’ll get by.” He pushed Xander
up, and dragged his cargoes and boxers down to his thighs.
“Lube,” he growled, causing Xander to gasp then
hurriedly find a bottle and pass it back. Spike sat him back
down, but across his lap so he could work his fingers into
Xander’s hot hole as he nibbled up and down his boy’s
neck.
Soon enough, he had the boy where he wanted him, mewling and
writhing on his lap, begging for his hard cock. Spike shifted him
back so that his loosened hole hovered, twitching, over his cock,
and pulled him slowly down onto his aching member. Spike groaned
at the feel of the tight heat, and thrust suddenly up, slamming
into Xander, who groaned loudly and clutched at Spike’s
hands on his hips. Spike bit down on Xander again with his blunt,
human teeth, and growled. Xander shuddered and panted.
“Come on, Spike,” Xander growled,
“thought you were going to do this.”
Spike raised an eyebrow at the man on his lap then, in a move
that left Xander breathless, flipped them over so that Xander was
face-down on the bed. He then knocked his knees apart, and bent
low over Xander’s back. “You sure you’re up to
this?” he whispered harshly.
In response, Xander bucked his hips back up into Spike, who
smirked, and answered by pulling out and thrusting back in,
drawing a deep groan from the dark-haired man beneath him. He set
up a hard rhythm, clutching at Xander’s hips as he pistoned
in and out. He snarled as he felt the man under him buck and move
under him, trying to drive him further in. It had been too long
for him, and the addictive heat of this dark-haired demigod was
undoing him quicker than it should. To a chorus of grunts and
breathy moans, Spike reached around and took hold of
Xander’s leaking cock and began to tug in time with his
thrusts. After only a few tugs, Xander threw his head back and
cried out as he came hard, clamping down painfully on Spike.
Spike moaned, and dropped his head to rest on Xander’s
shoulder as he continued to pump into the delicious body beneath
him.
“Bite,” Xander whispered hoarsely.
Spike panted as he tried to make sense of Xander’s words.
“What?” he asked finally.
“Bite,” Xander repeated, louder.
“Can’t,” Spike objected, disbelieving.
“It won’t hurt,” Xander assured him. “I
remember it from last time. Please, Spike, I want you to bite
me.”
Spike fastened his gaze on the silvery scar on the tan throat. It
beckoned, teased and tempted him, and he felt himself drawing
closer, felt his fangs drop down, and knew this was going to end
badly, but he succumbed, and felt his fangs slice through the
golden skin and tasted sweetness and sunlight, and howled as he
came hard enough that his vision whited out briefly.
When Spike came back to himself, and they were on their sides on
the bed, Xander was still shaking slightly. “You okay,
Xan?” he whispered.
Xander gave a shaky laugh. “I came again,” he
admitted giddily. “I didn’t actually think that would
happen; I just wanted you to bite me.”
“You…” Spike began, but couldn’t go
on.
“Yeah,” Xander chuckled. “I just kept thinking
about last time, and how you bit me then, and I missed it, so I
told you to, and… Fuck, but that was good.”
“Bloody hell, yeah,” Spike agreed, grinning. He
wrapped his arm around Xander’s waist and moulded himself
to the burning hot body in front of him.
Xander wrapped his arm around Spike’s and interlaced their
fingers. He looked down at the sheets that had been tossed off
the end of the bed during their endeavours. “Might need
those,” he ventured.
“Later,” Spike grunted, already half-asleep.
“Point,” Xander murmured. His ass was sore, and still
fairly full of Spike, but he didn’t care at all. He’d
just had a very good night, and was now falling…