Acquainted with the Night by Pirate Purple The search for a soul
All I Need by Tisienne Blue Misunderstandings abound, along with some angst when the boys meet again and find each other to be not what they expected.
All Your Scars by Robin The Crossover Junkie Everybody’s got scars.
All Wrong by Rayne Jelly Everything about that summer was backwards, rivers flowed up hill, cats chased dogs around trees, and Buffy was dead.
Alone, Together by Robin the Crossover Junkie Xander feels alone
Am I The Only One? by Robin The Crossover Junkie Spike and Xander reflect on life without the other
And All Was Said by Baudown Xander's got a little something on the side. Alternate season 5ish where nothing whatsoever is happening to any other characters.
Anything of Nothing by Yin Again A twisted love
Auld Acquaintance by WmGeorge Two friends meet again after a long time separated.
Awakenings by Beetle Spike wakes up to find himself in the place of William who post-Shanshu had made himself a nice human life with Xander
Baby Blues by Karen Told from different POV's. A member of the scooby gang dies.
Battleground by Sharvie Post "Hush"; Spike and Xander get sucked into another world where vamps must fight each other to survive and humans are their caretakers.
Beggars Cant be Choosers by Nash Xander is Spike's dirty little secret and it hurts
Bitter Casualties by SpikesKat Spike was the lone survivor in the war with the Senior Partners. Until he found Xander
Blood From a Stone by Gabrielle Xander's trying to have a private moment at Buffy's grave, but some vampires just won't take a hint.
Blowing in the Wind by Fan Spagle Xander's road to self discovery.
Blue-Eyed Boy by Herself_nyc Spike finds that doing right by Xander is a more complex task than he first realized. Sequel to The Approved Mode of Payback
A Bond with Darkness by Fan Spagle A year has passed since the first "Demon Death Camp’ (DDC) has opened. And nothing is the same as it once was. Sequel to Blowing in the Wind
But it's Better If You Don't by Spike 1790 Spike plans to surprise his boyfriend, but it doesn’t go as he had hoped
Caught by Ahestele Spike and Xander are caught in a broken down car in the snow.
Chophouse Spander by Witling Xander and Spike work for Angel now, and both have seen better days. On Hiatus
Count Your Losses by Spike_1790 Xander misses an opportunity and realises his mistakes too late
Cuts Like A Knife by SpikesKat Xander makes one too many mistakes
Daddy Dearest by frk_werewolf At ten, he was taught how to be a man, in more ways than one
The Darkness Inside by Whichclothes The Initiative isn't finished with Xander yet. Sequel to The Right Tool
Dead Sunflowers by Nasty Shrew Driven over the edge by the deaths of his friends, Xander tries to grip onto the tattered remains of his sanity with help from someone not entirely normal himself - Spike.
Escape by Juliatheyounger   Xander confronts Spike about certain events in Entropy
Everything You Ever by Emelye "Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end." Preview
Excuses by electricalgwen Hate is only love with its back turned.
Exodus by Maz In the aftermath of The Gift, Spike and Xander are leaving town.
Family by Velvet Crypt A death creates a family.
Fade Away by Randy Sex Kitten Set shortly after the fateful kiss with Willow, Xander flees Sunnydale, finding only loneliness.
Finding Forever by Sharvie Spike and Xander got caught in Willow's I-will-it-so spell and headed to Vegas. A year later Xander is still dealing with the emotional consequences.
1500th Unbirthday by Scorpio An ancient vampire contemplates the 1500th anniversary of his turning and the ways in which he, and society, have changed over time.
First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Twilightofmagic Xander expresses his feelings to Spike in a series of letters. Preview
The Five Stages of Grief by Tabaqui There were five years and three continents between them
Fool by Jameschick Buffy knows she was a fool.
Forever by Melissa A sad lack of communication.
Forever Hold Your Peace by Skargasm Fighting off his inner demons, he tries to do the right thing...
Forever, in Increments of Ten by Savoy Truffle Spike and Xander are together, but Xander discovers that he's basically immortal and isn't exactly thrilled.
Forget by Charmin Spike finds it hard to deal with Xander's need to conceal their relationship.
Frankenspike's Creation by Skargasm Together, one way or another...
Game Over by Sharvie While Spike is still living with Xander in S4, they get trapped in the basement and have to find ways to keep themselves occupied.
Guard Your Heart by Emelye Xander had learned early to hide his feelings.
Hanging On by Markedxup Some memories you have to hold onto
Hard to Breathe by Kyrieane Canon through S7 of BTVS Spike becomes human instead of a ghost… wip
Harris's Heart by Beetle Spike's pretending not to be hurt by cheatin’-dawg!Xan
A Harsh Marster by Melissa   What happens after "..and they lived happily ever after?" Continued from And Afterwards Remember
Headfirst by Narcolepticcat Spike thinks he's lost Xander to Buffy. Sequel to Reasons For Living wip
The Heart by Skargasm Angel had never thought he would see the day that Xander Harris, demon-bait extraordinaire and all round vamp-hater would be seen making out with a vampire.
Hearth by LadyCat Something is wrong with Spike, and Xander is determined to fix it. wip
Heroes by Wisteria It's all about letting go and moving on, isn't it? Making the best of what crap you've got, because it's gotta get better someday.
He Waited by Vichan Xander finds out Spike survived the destruction of Sunnydale too late, or is it?
The Highwayman by CC The Initiative are after Spike
Hold On by Nasty Shrew Xander's in Africa and just barely holding on
Hope's a Bitch by Jackson Spike's thoughts on unlife, death and Xander
How Did He Get It Back by Mera During the run from Glory in Spiral something happened between Spike and Xander
How it Ends by Nasty Shrew Xander wishes for the world to be as it's supposed to be
A Hundred and Forty Seven Days by Yours Truly Post season five’s finale, The Gift. The Scoobies are dealing. wip
I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You by Rayne Jelly Xander, growing older.
Immutable by Electricalgwen Reflections on memory
I'm Sorry, Wills by Karen Xander does something drastic and leaves a note for Willow
I'm The Fool by CJ Xander knows he's not the one Spike loves
Jackhammers by Rayne Jelly Something bad has happened to Xander
Jigsaw Cuts by Gabrielle Sometimes it's too late to put the pieces together
King of Non-Sequitopia by Misanthrope Spike has a lot of emotional baggage to work through. Can Xander give him what he really needs?
Kin to Sorrow by Chocgood84 Xander goes into counseling after the Hellmouth has been destroyed
Kiss Me, Kill Me by Sorrel Yesterday there was smiles and laughter. Today he’s gone, and Xander’s alone.
Last Men Standing by Kita Twenty years from now and none of it's pretty. A/S, A/X, S/X.
Late Night Double Feature by Kimberly sequel to A Jump to the Left Xander is now obsessed with an oblivious Spike
Learning to Dance by Emella & Lunabee Spike and Xander dance
Lines in the Sand by Meredith Bronwen Mallory A young girl promises her first born to a vampire.
Live In Your Lies by Nasty Shrew Spike's life is a series of lies that he could almost believe
Living by Sorrel Spike tries to learn how to live his life for himself and, with a little help, he finds his way home. S/W, S/X, S/A
The Long Spiral Downwards by T J Goldstein Spike mistakenly thinks his life can get no worse... just how far can William the Bloody fall? wip
A Long Time by Mad Poetess So, they're in love. And Xander's immortal. Everything should be hunky-dory - except.
Lost Warrior by Skargasm After the demons won...
A Love/Hate Sorta Thing by Vinniebatman Spike hates her
Low Tide by Herself_nyc Whole new worlds of disgust and confusion and need
Mary by Spike 1790 Set sometime in the future, Spike fulfils a promise he made to Xander.
A Matter of Trust by LadyMerlin Someone wants Xander for himself
Merely a Possession by T J Goldstein How do the Scooby Gang cope when they find out Xander is missing. wip
Midnight at LAX by Ahestele   15 years after the end of season 6 (but season 7 never happened), a chance meeting between Spike and Xander leads to angsty schmoop. A combination of romance and emotional hesitations and miscommunication eventually set right. Preview
Monster by Dragon's Phoenix Sequel to skargasm's story, Frankenspike's Creation. What happens to Xander after he realized he's a copy, created to kill his beloved?
Most Beautiful Ugly Thing by Misspandypants Spike and Xander find a way to deal with Buffy's death. Only Xander gets more than he bargained for.
No Lodging by Sparrow2000 Spike has made plans for the future. It's possible not everyone will be happy with them
NormalAgain by Tabaqui Re-write of the BtVS episode 'Normal Again', It's Xander who doesn't know which 'reality' is real - the one with demons and vamps or the one with him as a patient.
Not All Are Champions by Yours Truly Because they hadn’t been meant to win, they have to live with the losses
Not Forgotten by Kahuna Burger A different sort of bed time story, for a different sort of reason
Odi et amo, excrucior by Kyrieane Unrequited love hurts
Of Time And Blood by Truly Tazi Xander's been hurt
Open Mouth, Insert Foot by Darkling Dawns Never assume
Passing Moment by Xanphibian After the wedding-that-wasn't, Xander turns up at Spike's crypt
Past Time to Go by Skargasm Nearly too late, it's past time to go...
Payless by Metaforgirl Xander finds an emotionally damaged Spike after the destruction of Sunnydale. Preview
Peculiarities of Taste and Sentiments by Miriam Heddy "A man's penmanship is an unfailing index of his character, moral and mental, and a criterion by which to judge his peculiarities of taste and sentiments." Preview
Pet by Perverted Pages Xander sees the fateful Magic Box video, and reacts rather badly.
The Plunge by Chocgood84 Xander has made his decision
A Private Performance by Skargasm He'd known that Spike would appreciate being the only one to see him dance
Proclivity by Lit Gal Xander would really love to tell his friends.
A Prophecy by Nasty Shrew A prophecy - what will happen to Spike and Xander?
Protective Custody by Nash After the Hellmouth is closed, Spike gets a choice.
Punishment by Whichclothes Immortality hurts.
The Reflection Series by Tisienne Blue Spike gets a surprise after the final battle in L.A. So does Xander.
Regrets by Cimmer It started off so well....
Relentless by Robin The Crossover Junkie Xander has some emotional wounds, and so does Spike
Repeat Till Insane by Beetle Spike examines events in his recent unlife and makes a wish
Respite by Metaforgirl Xander was sure that this time Spike wasn’t going to show up.
Rides a Pale Horse by Rayne Jelly What would life be like if you couldn't die? Xander Harris is about to find out.
Seeing by Cobalt Mystic Getting the boys to see what’s right in front of them.
Senses by Robin The Crossover Junkie Xander always knew he'd lose Spike to Drusilla one day
Shhhhhhh by Witchway Buffy dies after fighting glory.
Somniloquist and Insomniac by Apreludetoanend They have a routine. (drabble)
Song of the Frying Pan by Snowpuppies Xander's finally ready to go
Sorry by Spikedluv Xander comes home early and discovers a painful truth.
Still Wrong by Perverted Pages Xander finds someone hurting and makes them feel better.
Sunday by Rayne Jelly A lifetime of regrets
Sunday Morning Coming Down by Crazydiamondsue Post BtVS "The Gift." Xander struggles to come to terms with the resurrection spell in light of the "reality" of Buffy's death and his changing feelings for Spike.
Sweet Revenge by Jackson   Spike's well-laid plan to revenge himself on the Scoobies misfires
Sympathetic by Markedxup Xander finds something private.
Tales of The Zeppo by Cimmer Buffy never came back.
Tangled Hearts by Tgray As best friends and roommates, can Xander live with slut!Spike and still keep his sanity?
Tears Like Rivers by Vinniebatman Spike deals with Xander's death
There's Always a Sneer in Vegas by Stillrose It’s been seven years since Angelus killed Buffy the Vampire Slayer and opened a portal to hell on Earth. Preview
They Tell Me It Rained by Savoy Truffle Xander's passing through when he runs into Spike in LA
Thief of Life by NWHepcat Xander's dealing with the holidays. Spike's dealing with the death of someone who meant something to him. They find a way to deal together. Pre-slash
The Things We Never Talk About by Margie He didn't know when he'd gone from taking what Xander offered to giving what Xander needed
Thinking Of You by Witchway They were both two men in need of comfort and solace.
This is Not a Trilogy by Apreludetoanend & Savoy Truffle Three stand alone stories evolving from the same beginning
This Time of Year by Apreludetoanend Twelve months of Xander's life. With kittens. And Spike. (12 drabbles)
Turnabout by Eliza Shaw Spike returns from burning up on the Hellmouth to find a broken Xander. wip
Unacceptable Losses by Eliza Shaw Spike must save Xander from yet another demon, but more importantly from himself in the wake of destructive guilt for killing Buffy. wip
Unexpected Comfort by Acaranna Spike was used to being ignored…
'Til the End by Lit Gal Spike mourns the loss of his human lover.
Vampire Sings the Blues by FireHorse Spike and Xander have the blues.
Watching by Apreludetoanend Giles dumps a struggling Xander off at Spike's place. We move on from there.
What Goes Up… by Spiceblueeyes Sometimes things don't work out...
When He Touches Me by Robin The Crossover Junkie Spike doesn't understand the effect Xander has on him
When You Lie Next To Me by Kyrieane Spike and Xander need to work on their communication skills.
Where You'd Been by Rune Spike reflects on why he slept with Anya.
Whiskey Bent and Hell Bound by Darkhavens Xander's whisky bent and hell bound in all the literal ways.
Who Wants to Live Forever by Metaforgirl Five years after Buffy's death, Xander and Spike meet again. They have issues. Preview
Window Dressing by Cicirossi A trip to the mall. Funny but disturbing.
A Winter's Tale by Nash They had been in love. They still were. But sometimes, love isn’t enough
Words Of Advice by Nash Instead of Andrew going off with Spike to the
mission, Xander did.
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