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    Acquainted with the Night by Pirate Purple   The search for a soul

    All I Need by Tisienne Blue   Misunderstandings abound, along with some angst when the boys meet again and find each other to be not what they expected.

    All Your Scars by Robin The Crossover Junkie   Everybody’s got scars.

    Alone, Together by Robin the Crossover Junkie   Xander feels alone

    Am I The Only One? by Robin The Crossover Junkie   Spike and Xander reflect on life without the other

    Anything of Nothing by Yin Again   A twisted love

    Awakenings by Beetle   Spike wakes up to find himself in the place of William who post-Shanshu had made himself a nice human life with Xander

    Baby Blues by Karen   Told from different POV's.   A member of the scooby gang dies.

    Battleground by Sharvie   Post "Hush"; Spike and Xander get sucked into another world where vamps must fight each other to survive and humans are their caretakers.

    Beggars Cant be Choosers by Nash   Xander is Spike's dirty little secret and it hurts

    Bitter Casualties by SpikesKat   Spike was the lone survivor in the war with the Senior Partners. Until he found Xander

    Blue-Eyed Boy by Herself_nyc   Spike finds that doing right by Xander is a more complex task than he first realized. Sequel to The Approved Mode of Payback

    Candy Perfume Boys by Fanbot   Spike teaches Xander a lesson about boredom at the Bronze.

    Caught by Ahestele   Spike and Xander are caught in a broken down car in the snow.

    Choices by Crazydiamondsue   Set in Africa immediately post AtS Season-5 Damage

    Chophouse Spander by Witling   Xander and Spike work for Angel now, and both have seen better days. On Hiatus

    Daddy Dearest by frk_werewolf   At ten, he was taught how to be a man, in more ways than one

    Dead Sunflowers by Nasty Shrew   Driven over the edge by the deaths of his friends, Xander tries to grip onto the tattered remains of his sanity with help from someone not entirely normal himself - Spike.

    Escape by Juliatheyounger   Xander confronts Spike about certain events in Entropy

    Excuses by electricalgwen   Hate is only love with its back turned.

    Family by Velvet Crypt   A death creates a family.

    Fade Away by Randy Sex Kitten   Set shortly after the fateful kiss with Willow, Xander flees Sunnydale, finding only loneliness.

    Finding Forever by Sharvie   Spike and Xander got caught in Willow's I-will-it-so spell and headed to Vegas. A year later Xander is still dealing with the emotional consequences.

    First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Twilightofmagic   Xander expresses his feelings to Spike in a series of letters.   Preview

    The Five Stages of Grief by Tabaqui   There were five years and three continents between them

    Fool by Jameschick   Buffy knows she was a fool.

    Forever by Melissa   A sad lack of communication.

    Forever, in Increments of Ten by Savoy Truffle   Spike and Xander are together, but Xander discovers that he's basically immortal and isn't exactly thrilled.

    Forget by Charmin   Spike finds it hard to deal with Xander's need to conceal their relationship.

    Game Over by Sharvie   While Spike is still living with Xander in S4, they get trapped in the basement and have to find ways to keep themselves occupied.

    Hanging On by Markedxup   Some memories you have to hold onto

    Hard to Breathe by Kyrieane   Canon through S7 of BTVS Spike becomes human instead of a ghost…  wip

    Harris's Heart by Beetle   Spike's pretending not to be hurt by cheatin’-dawg!Xan

    A Harsh Marster by Melissa   What happens after "..and they lived happily ever after?" Continued from   And Afterwards Remember

    Headfirst by Narcolepticcat   Spike thinks he's lost Xander to Buffy. Sequel to Reasons For Living  wip

    Hearth by LadyCat   Something is wrong with Spike, and Xander is determined to fix it.  wip

    He Waited by Vichan   Xander finds out Spike survived the destruction of Sunnydale too late, or is it?

    The Highwayman by CC   The Initiative are after Spike

    Hold On by Nasty Shrew   Xander's in Africa and just barely holding on

    How Did He Get It Back by Mera   During the run from Glory in Spiral something happened between Spike and Xander

    How it Ends by Nasty Shrew   Xander wishes for the world to be as it's supposed to be

    A Hundred and Forty Seven Days by Yours Truly   Post season five’s finale, The Gift. The Scoobies are dealing.   wip

    Immutable by Electricalgwen   Reflections on memory

    I'm The Fool by CJ   Xander knows he's not the one Spike loves

    Kin to Sorrow by Chocgood84   Xander goes into counseling after the Hellmouth has been destroyed

    Kiss Me, Kill Me by Sorrel   Yesterday there was smiles and laughter. Today he’s gone, and Xander’s alone.

    Last Men Standing by Kita   Twenty years from now and none of it's pretty.  A/S, A/X, S/X.

    Late Night Double Feature by Kimberly   sequel to   A Jump to the Left   Xander is now obsessed with an oblivious Spike

    Learning to Dance by Emella & Lunabee   Spike and Xander dance

    Live In Your Lies by Nasty Shrew   Spike's life is a series of lies that he could almost believe

    Living by Sorrel   Spike tries to learn how to live his life for himself and, with a little help, he finds his way home. S/W, S/X, S/A

    The Longest Kiss by Beetle   There’s nothing easy about love

    The Long Spiral Downwards by T J Goldstein   Spike mistakenly thinks his life can get no worse... just how far can William the Bloody fall?   wip

    A Long Time by Mad Poetess   So, they're in love. And Xander's immortal. Everything should be hunky-dory - except.

    A Love/Hate Sorta Thing by Vinniebatman   Spike hates her

    Low Tide by Herself_nyc   Whole new worlds of disgust and confusion and need

    Merely a Possession by T J Goldstein   How do the Scooby Gang cope when they find out Xander is missing.   wip

    Midnight at LAX by Ahestele   15 years after the end of season 6 (but season 7 never happened), a chance meeting between Spike and Xander leads to angsty schmoop. A combination of romance and emotional hesitations and miscommunication eventually set right.

    Non-Sequitopia by Misanthrope   Spike has a lot of emotional baggage to work through. Can Xander give him what he really needs? Unfinished, but has halted in a good place.

    NormalAgain by Tabaqui   Re-write of the BtVS episode 'Normal Again', It's Xander who doesn't know which 'reality' is real - the one with demons and vamps or the one with him as a patient.

    Not All Are Champions by Yours Truly   Because they hadn’t been meant to win, they have to live with the losses

    Odi et amo, excrucior by Kyrieane   Unrequited love hurts

    Of Time And Blood by Truly Tazi   Xander's been hurt

    Passing Moment by Xanphibian   After the wedding-that-wasn't, Xander turns up at Spike's crypt

    Payless by Metaforgirl   Xander finds an emotionally damaged Spike after the destruction of Sunnydale

    Pet by Perverted Pages   Xander sees the fateful Magic Box video, and reacts rather badly.

    The Plunge by Chocgood84   Xander has made his decision

    Proclivity by Lit Gal   Xander would really love to tell his friends.

    A Prophecy by Nasty Shrew   A prophecy - what will happen to Spike and Xander?

    Protective Custody by Nash   After the Hellmouth is closed, Spike gets a choice.

    The Reflection Series by Tisienne Blue   Spike gets a surprise after the final battle in L.A. So does Xander.

    Regrets by Cimmer   The payment for removing the chip was Xander's death

    Relentless by Robin The Crossover Junkie   Xander has some emotional wounds, and so does Spike

    Repeat Till Insane by Beetle   Spike examines events in his recent unlife and makes a wish

    Resurgens by Electricalgwen   It's Easter. Spike goes to church.

    Save Me by Markedxup   Xander is spiraling out of control

    Senses by Robin The Crossover Junkie   Xander always knew he'd lose Spike to Drusilla one day

    Somniloquist and Insomniac by Apreludetoanend   They have a routine. (drabble)

    Sorry by Spikedluv   Xander comes home early and discovers a painful truth.

    Still Wrong by Perverted Pages   Xander finds someone hurting and makes them feel better.

    Sunday Morning Coming Down by Crazydiamondsue   Post BtVS "The Gift." Xander struggles to come to terms with the resurrection spell in light of the "reality" of Buffy's death and his changing feelings for Spike.

    Sweet Revenge by Jackson   Spike's well-laid plan to revenge himself on the Scoobies misfires

    Sympathetic by Markedxup   Xander finds something private.

    Tales of The Zeppo by Cimmer   Buffy never came back.

    Tears Like Rivers by Vinniebatman   Spike deals with Xander's death

    There's Always a Sneer in Vegas by Stillrose   It’s been seven years since Angelus killed Buffy the Vampire Slayer and opened a portal to hell on Earth.  Preview

    They Tell Me It Rained by Savoy Truffle   Xander's passing through when he runs into Spike in LA

    Thief of Life by NWHepcat   Xander's dealing with the holidays. Spike's dealing with the death of someone who meant something to him. They find a way to deal together. Pre-slash

    The Things We Never Talk About by Margie   He didn't know when he'd gone from taking what Xander offered to giving what Xander needed

    This is Not a Trilogy by Apreludetoanend & Savoy Truffle   Three stand alone stories evolving from the same beginning

    This Time of Year by Apreludetoanend   Twelve months of Xander's life. With kittens. And Spike. (12 drabbles)

    Turnabout by Eliza Shaw   Spike returns from burning up on the Hellmouth to find a broken Xander. wip

    Unacceptable Losses by Eliza Shaw   Spike must save Xander from yet another demon, but more importantly from himself in the wake of destructive guilt for killing Buffy.   wip

    'Til the End by Lit Gal   Spike mourns the loss of his human lover.

    Vampire Sings the Blues by FireHorse   Spike and Xander have the blues.

    Watching by Apreludetoanend   Giles dumps a struggling Xander off at Spike's place. We move on from there.

    When He Touches Me by Robin The Crossover Junkie   Spike doesn't understand the effect Xander has on him

    When You Lie Next To Me by Kyrieane   Spike and Xander need to work on their communication skills.

    Where You'd Been by Rune   Spike reflects on why he slept with Anya.

    Whiskey Bent and Hell Bound by Darkhavens   Xander's whisky bent and hell bound in all the literal ways.

    Window Dressing by Cicirossi   A trip to the mall. Funny but disturbing.

    A Winter's Tale by Nash   They had been in love. They still were. But sometimes, love isn’t enough

    Words Of Advice by Nash   Instead of Andrew going off with Spike to the mission, Xander did.



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