Rated: R Parings: Spike/Xander
Word Count: 269 + 60 Posted: 3/9/05
Setting/Spoilers: BtVS Late Season 4, & just before "Dirty Girls"
Themes: Spike POV
Teaser: Spike remembers an encounter with Xander
Don't Ask, Don't Tell
by
Fanbot
It was only that one time. You came home to your basement, untied me, barked orders. You stripped me, turned me around, bent me over. Roughly prepared me, then took me. Angelus had done worse in the past. Much worse. You sank in slow, paused, then thrust with a frightening precision. As you neared your climax, you wrapped your hand around my hard cock and brought me off, too. Something else Angelus had never bothered to do.
Having taken what you wanted, you pushed me toward the chair. You pulled your clothes together and moved to leave. I had to ask the question why. “Don’t ask, don’t tell,” was all you said without turning around.
Later, without meeting my eyes, you spoke of a Halloween not so long ago. You spoke of a soldier planted within you. You told of a magical backwash that re-awakened him, took control. You then met my eyes and asked forgiveness and to never speak of it again.
Now, years later, you sit down close by on the couch, familiarity and battles fought together lending us peace. Do you have any idea how much I want to strip off our clothes, straddle you, and feel your thick cock within me again?
That night you filled a place I hadn’t known was empty. You gave me a pleasure I hadn’t known was there. I wonder if you felt he same. If you feel the same. My chip is gone, I can take you as you once took me.
Instead, I gamble. I lean over and say quite clearly; “May I ask? May I tell?”
~*~*~*~*~
“Do you remember? The one time?”
“Yes.”
“I never stopped thinking about it.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“Me, too.”
“I’m sorry.”
“No! No sorry.”
“Sorry I want more.”
“Still, no sorry.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“But.”
“What?”
“Let’s do it right this time.”
Words were left behind in an even exchange of hungry touches and looks of wonder. Moans and whimpers of pleasure segued to sighs and shifts of sleep.
The End
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